Pre-Camp
I don't really know how to describe my feelings before the camp. There is a mixture of a lot of different feelings at different times. No doubt I feel really excited because this is my first camp since a very long time ago. Not only that it is also the first time that I will be conducting a camp with my coursemates. So basically I feel really excited now that it is only a matter of one more day before we actually head for the camp. I could not wait to meet the kids at the school. Sometimes I feel nervous as well. What if things did not go as plan. You never know what might happen as there are endless possibilities that something might go wrong especillay in terms of transportation. It is really important that everything goes smoothly so that we can go and come back from the school safe and in one peice. Nevertheless judging from the success of See Yan's group I guess we will do just fine. I also feel nervous about going to the school because after all it is a new place and a new environment but since it is only for a few days I guess it is okay. Besides my coursemates will be there. There are also times when I feel really frustrated because there is so much to be done but so little time to do it. I'm just in charge of transportation so you can imagine those holding a higher post than me. There you have it the different feelings that I experienced before going to the camp. I really hope that everything will turn out alright in the end.