:: GAMEPLAN ::: My Responsibilities....My Commitments.......My Way....

Thursday, March 09, 2006

My Responsibilities....My Commitments.......My Way....

As i sit here in front of my computer, anxiously to look back what I have done so far, or have been struggling to learn, throughout my life, I realize that, it is a rather difficult to accomplish. However, that?s what I am supposed to do on a eport, to put my thoughts to words. It's just that, nothing I write seems good enough. Because the truth is, I do not know why things in life work the way it does...sometimes..... The reflections I am about to reveal are from an intense amount of incidents, opportunities, mistakes and blessings throughout my life.

I think that I have made it this far because I am constantly trying to master the art of compassion in everything i do....Me and Nik, two "unique" individual who has no background at all in designing...(the only thing we're good at, is making hand-made cards....hehehehehe), were assigned to come up with the language camp pamphlet....we took the time and efforts in loking for some of templates form the net....i even went to the library and take a look all those creative art designing books, which, i have problemsin understanding it....thank God,we managed to design "our" pamphlet...although nothing special about it, but, what really matters in the end of the day,is the amount of efforts that both of us put into....it's original...it's OURS...but, i was surprised to know that the pamphlet that both me and nik designed was not "fully accepted"....only 10 percent of what we designed featured in the final outcome of the pamphlet...then, after quite sometimes, i thought that, i can never be good enough at that pariticular task, i don't blame anyone for that...however, i'm happy with the designs,i would like to say thank you for those of you who willingly to take the time in helping us and i shouldn't have written this report, because, i do not want to take creadits for other people's job.

Group cheer???hhhmmmm.....I try to understand why people are acting like they do and instead of judging them based on my experiences, I try to hold them for their own actions based on their own experiences. To be honest, taking this approach in interacting with other people has been a way for developing patience and a genuine concern for the well being of others, especially when it comes to teamwork.

i would like to thank my partner in crime,Mimie for helping me, for all the commitments you have put into....(mimie, you are fun to work with, muaahhsss...), be there when i needed you most, and for being so patient with me....i know, it's hard to work with me,but, i'm glad that we both took the differences apart and try to focus on our goals instead.Mimie, you are wonderful....and not forgotten also to Sal and Nik for the support and that's what friends are for, together through thick and thin...rite??!!!!!

i hope you guys love the cheer, ala "Hip Hop" with a little bit of Fort Minor (mike shinoda is mine!!!!!!), Ashlee Simpsons and Missy Elliot on it, and thanks for the routine too Mimie....i could not have done it myself, without you...however, i really hope for more energy, more attitudes and my God, it's cheer....and we supposed to be loud and with a lilttle bit of that "attitude".....i never join any school cheerleading before, and that's maybe the reason why i am not popular at schools (hhhmmmm....)...however, i never give up.....i dare to try something new, i took the risk, and i love hip hop music, i want to make a change, i want something fresh...something new....

Obviously, good people skills are a necessity for success in life, but I have come to realize that if I don?t accept myself, I certainly won?t be able to accept others. Now, that is a lot easier said than done. Constantly, having to check up on yourself and making sure you tend to your needs is actually a really hard thing to do. What?s even harder is listening to myself. Each time I forget who I am, it is guaranteed that life is going to give me a hard time to let me know that I need to make myself a priority. After all, if you don?t make yourself your number one priority, no one else is...That's for sure.

As for tonight performances, i've tried my very best, so, it's up to you guys to decide what is best for the rest of us....for the rest of the team...

p/s a zillion thanks for all of you who has been very concern about me, for the past 3 weeks after the accident...thank you...